Don't do this.
Don't overbook yourself.
Being in the RUSH Dance Show at Northwestern is pretty cool and at times pretty fun, and it's great to do something out of my comfort zone... but it was probably not a good idea.
I'm getting a C+ in anatomy and my grades are just a little sketchy considering I need a B- average to even GET INTO the nursing program.
I won't be taking any more shifts for people at the Hub either, I don't think. I worked five shifts this week and have been sleepy and stressed out. At one point I broke down and bawled in front of my RUSH dance leaders. Then I got angry for over committing myself.
As a nursing student, you aren't just keeping up good grades to impress your parents and keep your scholarships. It's do good or go home, really. Sometimes people don't really know what that's like. It's okay to tell them "nope, not overbooking myself again. Not gonna do it."
This reminds me of in VeggieTales when Bob asks Larry to play the tuba during the theme song, and Larry's like "nope, not gonna do it." Anywayyy...
(See how stressed out Larry looks? He shouldn't be playing the tuba.)
In other news:
My super fantastically awesome girls dorm? I don't get to live here next year.
They're turning it into a boys dorm cuz one of those is being torn down.
Out tight-knit, adorable community of only 50 girls are going to turn into dinosaurs. We are the last of the Hospers girls. Who knows where we'll all live next year. Hopefully we can stick together. I'm just thankful to have gotten to spend my freshman year here, cuz it is pretty darn utopian, let me tell you.
Good night :)